well i have been dealing with the end of my marriage in large, unwieldy pieces.
getting better every day, trying not to be bitter. trying hard to finally address the situation. i ran into my other relationship, deperate and totally unhinged to get away from what was really happening. sigh. such behaviour created it's own disaster that i have to carry now, too.
i am writing this because of what happened a moment ago, and has happened to me ever since I learned that my marriage was over, is that heartbreak washed over me like a wave, from my head to my feet. took my breath away, for no clear reason. a search of my email revealed an old love letter from my husband, and for about ten seconds i felt like i was coming undone.
but then it passes, and i am ok again and grateful for most things.
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